You know that moment in the romantic movies where the hero is reunited with the girl and they run into each others arms and the people around them clap and are happy for them and then they kiss and the world around them melts away and the camera does this nice little pan around them as the music gets louder and you just feel that special happy tingle inside of you? lol, well, I finally had my movie moment and it was definitely worth all that time I stood at that airport waiting for him to get back.
Seeing him again was just too good. Honestly, too good that its bad. Bad because I got to have our wonderful life back, and then have it taken away again two weeks later. Which blew, majorly. I had a good rythym going before he came back. I guess I was just used to having him gone, and I'm ashamed to say it but the longer time went on, the more I was forgetting what it was like to have him around. The moment I saw him though, the last 200 and whatever days just faded away and it was exactly how it was before.
We had a great time, we really did. It felt like so long and yet it went by so fast, if that makes any sense at all. God, i miss him so much. I feel really alone right now. More so than I have for a long time. This place is just so quiet and empty. I cannot wait to have him back.
Looks like I'm back to counting the days.
Seeing him again was just too good. Honestly, too good that its bad. Bad because I got to have our wonderful life back, and then have it taken away again two weeks later. Which blew, majorly. I had a good rythym going before he came back. I guess I was just used to having him gone, and I'm ashamed to say it but the longer time went on, the more I was forgetting what it was like to have him around. The moment I saw him though, the last 200 and whatever days just faded away and it was exactly how it was before.
We had a great time, we really did. It felt like so long and yet it went by so fast, if that makes any sense at all. God, i miss him so much. I feel really alone right now. More so than I have for a long time. This place is just so quiet and empty. I cannot wait to have him back.
Looks like I'm back to counting the days.
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